18.12.12

Sharks teeth

Everyday gets harder. Because there's something new to experience. I peel back layers of grief; and each one adds a multitude of others to explore.

I know what would happen. And I have expectations of the current course. I plan for every contingency wondering which plan Ill set into motion.

I had an anxiety attack at work today. And I made myself breathe. When I get home, I'll put my baby to bed and cry.